I was reading on the Yahoo-Answers website,other peoples questions and answers.i came acorss this question: Why are overweight and fat women trying to convince society that fat is the new beautiful?

Rather than putting down the Bon Bons and hitting the gym? Ladies ,the guys are'nt buying it . Thin and fit is way more attractive than this (Oh! I'm a ( Read more... )

It sucks when you feel so miserable. i hate waking up in the morning and my first though being "i dont want to go to work" then my next though being about this girl who was flirting with Matt and he was flirting back. then about how i cried myself to sleep saturday b/c every where i go every girl i see i think " oh Matt would like them" it happens ( Read more... )

Usually if i get really angry i can feel it in my whole body, my heart beast faster and i got all tensed up. but lately i stay very calm but deep inside me so deep i can only feel the thought, i want to hit something, hurt someone. its weird b/c im not s voilent person at a ll but lately if i get really made at something or someone i just want to ( Read more... )

Life is full of them and i have never been able to make them.i think that is the lesson i need to learn in this life,that and many others.i always pray for guidence but im never sure if i get it.when something good happens or something comes easy i figure its God helping me out.but when i fight for things is it supposed to happen? or does it just ( Read more... )

They blocked me from mysapce at work lol. it sucks b/c now ill be even more bored. i dont know what to do about this job.i want to quit but i dont.if Jen didnt work here then this wouldnt be a problem.and i stupidly messaged her about wanting to leave i shouldnt have done that.now i dont know if i should message her back saying im trying to hang in ( Read more... )

Omg omg omgooosh!!! i cant even talk about it here!! what is he doing!? why is he doing this to me?! has he even thought about it?! it just hit me!!! ahhhhh!!!
ok besides all that.after i wrote my entry yesterday a form of clairty hit me very hard.Matt's ex left him,with no warning,just came home and handed him divorce papers.he was hurt very badly ( Read more... )

Thanksgiving is coming up... im of course spending it with Matt's family,not my family,his. Adrienne's in NY Mommys working.i was fine with it till i talked to mommy.and untill matt's sister Heather told me about the "family picture" she said we all have to dress up b/c we are going to take a bunch of family pictures.i looked at her and she says " ( Read more... )

I woke up feeling sad.... i dont really know why,im feeling better now i just have a lot going on in my head.yesterday me and Matt were talking about him being in england and his ex wife,this subject comes up sometimes i never get upset im the one who usually brings it up.but for some reason i started tearing up.i kept thinking this woman has ( Read more... )

I dont think im ever been so anxcious and restless to get out of work before!!! every time i check my event page i get all nervous and anxious,i am right now! bah!!! my legs are so restless i can get comfortable.i just want to leave!!! even though i have to clean the house ill be cleaning knowing 2 things:
1.my birthday is on sunday
2.i wont have to ( Read more... )

What a change?! Last night was panic at the disco and i really really didnt want to go but i had a blast! usually when i go to a show with my girlfriends i thnik we're all self concious and dont dance around and get into it but last night we were jumping up and down dancing and skanking! it was so much fun.and they did so much better then at HOB! i ( Read more... )