I just talked to an old friend of mine who I haven't spoken to in a while. She informed me that her husband had been not coming home, staying at womens houses and had currently moved out giving her the explanation that he's not sure if he wants to be married. Yet she still loves him and wishes that he realized that he still cares for her and ect ( Read more... )

It's been 6 months and I've sworn up and down that I'm over him. It's a weird situation. B/c I can honestly say I'm not inlove with him, I don't love him but I'm just not over him. And it pretty much drives me crazy b/c it's been 6 months I want to be over him. My sister said it's going to take time b/c we were together for so long. I've gone ( Read more... )

No matter if your being dumped or being the dumper break ups suck ( Read more... )

Last week me and Dave were fighting non-stop, it scared me b/c I defeintly didn't want to get back into a constant fighting realtionship. Then we started fighting about Aleks coming down and staying with me and that was pretty much the breaking point ( Read more... )

I don't think I've ever wanted to leave florida more then I do today. Not even when I found out that my supposed best friend spent that night at my ex's house partying it up. Which sent me into a balling frenzy. Its so negative here... I feel it every where I go. Work, home, anywhere. I feel the negativity crawling up my skin and into my good mood ( Read more... )

Wow things could not be more different then my last entry. If I could take back every bad or negative thing I said about Matt, I would. I have half a mind to delete every entry ( Read more... )

People have asked me why am i with him when he's such a jerk. ive asked myself that many times and i finally came up with an answer. im with him b/c he's a jerk. ive been with the nice guys and treated them all like shit. i detroyed every one of those relationships b/c they were so nice to me and i couldnt take it. i need to be treated like shit. i ( Read more... )

Tonight i realized that im in an abusive realtionship,maybe not as bad as it sounds but still,at least i think it is.he tells me to shut up he talks to me like im stupid,talks to me like im a peice of shit.hurts me physically when he grabs me on my arms,has left marks and bruises.and tonight he was going to leave me stranded at a bar no ride and no ( Read more... )

I was looking at the david's bridal website, i tend to look at wedding dresses and engagment rings a lot. just for fun and to see new things and get ideas. but i got a weird feeling as i was going through the website. usually when i look at dresses and rings i get all happy and hopeful but this time a weird sinking feeling in my stomach came up, ( Read more... )

I was so glad to find the YahooAnswers website. its fun people put questions and others comment and leave answers.but now its making me paranoid.after reading the fat thing i kept thinking "then all my fears about what Matt thinks about me are true" and now reading about a girl seeing her boyfriend tell his friend online that he wants to sleep with ( Read more... )