Ok well Ginna just called me back and we talked for a bit and i think shes going out again but i think im just going to go to bed. Im sorta tired and jim fell asleep so theres nothing really left to do. Plus i dont think anybody would want me to call them at almost 2 in the morning... Alright well goodnight eveyone i'll update later.

well hello everyone. im sitting in my basement here with jim and we are pretty much hanign out cuz we dont have anything btter to do. some might ask why is jim at your house, but ya know why? cuz he had a bit too much to drink and cuz im cool as shit so i let him sleep over w/o my rents knowning. i blew him up an air matress t hat i ahve and a ( Read more... )

well its 6:30ish and im sitting in my basment with ginna. ive gone into the other room cuz i just need a break ya know? its really hard to be around her and not hold her hand and just want to do things like that it really is. she syas it bothers her too but if it does then she really is good at hiding it because quite honestly she semes to be ( Read more... )

well i figured it was time for an update so here we go... so a few days ago ginna gave me a last chance i think and for 4 days everything was perfectly fine, i seriously tried so hard to make it good, then we drank together and i got sad for some reason and she goes "i dont want to deal with this so stop" and its not like u can just stop being sad ( Read more... )

so tonight was the ultimadem of fights and if we had gotten through it all then everything wouldve been fine. but ya know what? she fukcin fell asleep on the phone. so much for love everyone...

I just realized what would cure my mood. Just watching some bebop man, it'll really help ya...

Adios Cowboys...

hey everyone, i havnt updated in a while but i dont really have anything to do so i figured id update it for all of you who actually read this stuff ( Read more... )

right now ginna has me feeling a bit frustrated. oh well im not going to say anything else. im going to bed. g'night everone. i love u ginna. g'night all.

things have been getting so much better wtih ginna i hope we get back together soon. i still love her just as much as before, probably more :) weve been hanigng out and having fun and its all good. things are really looking up and its making me happy

Ginna and i are working on stuff to see if we could have a good relationship, im trying really hard and i hope its having a good effect on things...