why cant i ever hear somehting along the lines of ( Read more... )

Once again its 2 in the morning and i cant sleep. I just got off the phone with ginna. I got home tonight at 12:50 and called her and she was really angry so i listend to her about how shes having trouble with austin and laura or something and then she asked me how my life was going and i told her how i cant sleep and stuff anymore and then ( Read more... )

i can feel the wall being broken down...

its 1:20 in the afternoon and i just talked to ginna. last night we had this hugeass conversation online and i dunno she mightve been drunk she might not have im not quite sure but whatever i guess it doesnt matter ( Read more... )

well its midnight and once agian im still awake. i hate my life nowadays it really sucks. this counseling bullshit takes up all my free time, and with the free time i do have, nothing happens because nobody really comes to visit me except david and thats only like once a week. on top of that stuff with ginna sucks and as much as i wish i could let ( Read more... )

ok so im like yay lets do something constructive and try to learn some grinds on my shitbag rail. so im out like working on it and im almost landing smiths and 5-0s and 50-50s and stuff that ive never even though about rtrying before and BAM i tweak my left ankle again. son of a b i have the worst luck in skating...

so much to write so little time ( Read more... )

gaston173: well i have to go love

im so confused

I love Virginia Leigh Barrett. After everything Ive been through shes always been there for me, but just not now. But i mean i really cant blame her because shes been there for so much and put up with so much from me. But sometimes i ask myself, what is love? Ginna tells me that she loves me but she just cant be wtih me, ever. and quite honestly ( Read more... )

i wish love was forgiving and had no limits.