I am so sick and tired of having my heart shattered into a million pieces!

So yea... I can't believe summer is coming to an end. It feels like it just started. It's all soo sad. Well I'll report on alll that jazz later right now I'm babysitting at Carl's house and I just wanted to wish my lover a happy birthday so...

Happy Birthday Mel <333 My Lover

Lithium at Emerald tonight!

I'm sooo excited... can u tell?

You people really need to start commenting or something. I comment for you! It's nice to know that you are cared for once in a while, you know... especially when your entries are depressing ( Read more... )

I wish you would say to me ( Read more... )

So last night me, Wieske, Mel and Nicole went to a Grad Party out at like 16 and Dodge Park. We weren't there very long but it was fun while it lasted. I really didn't want to leave but some things you just can't control. We drank a little and then I drove everyone home. I ended up spending the night at Mel's house and I stopped and got us Taco ( Read more... )

So everything is nothing but complete chaos now! I'm so confused about everything. The one thing that I wanted more than anything else in the world I can't allow myself to have back. I thought I'd be happy but I'm more depressed than ever. I can't take it! Sitting and waiting for it to happen again but hoping that it won't at the same time. Things ( Read more... )

We had fire in our eyes ( Read more... )

Soooo ( Read more... )

So on Friday me and Kristina took the boys up to camp. I drove around with my cousins for a while and hung out with my completely drunk Uncle Jerry. I have never seen him be so hilarious in my entire life. After the young ones went to bed, Uncle Jerry got me and Kristina wasted... well, actually, I drank a lot more than she did. We spent the rest ( Read more... )