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sup.
Ya know what? I know I said I'd abandon this thing, but it's been ages, so maybe, I'll just purge the old posts or something and come back to life here too. I'm still keeping the newer account, but as to what I'm going to do with both? Who knows ( Read more... ) -
This is the End
I'm closing down this journal. Talking to a friend gave me the idea of starting over anew, and I hope I'm going to be filling the new one with positivity this time.
I'm not deleting this one yet, I'll leave it be for a while.
I will no longer be posting on this account anymore. Feel free to leave me comments here: http://severus-m-rage.livejournal. ( Read more... ) -
It's 2:47 AM...
...Do you know where your children are ( Read more... ) -
Finally it comes to me.
I think I understand what and why all this is happening ( Read more... ) -
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*screams, yells, stomps, punches things, kicks things*
I don't believe myself.
EPIC FUCKING FAILURE
way to go me. Boy, aren't I the greatest being alive. All I have to do now is ALIENATE THE REST OF MY FRIENDS which shouldn't be that hard.
fuck fuck FUCK FUCK FUCK.
Jesus christ, I'd almost consider killing myself again, but that wouldn't help anything. ( Read more... ) -
Irritation.
Hokay, so the night before last I had another dream. Normally, these things don't make sense, so I ignore them, but this time, guess what happens?
I dream about her again. I really don't think I have the right to be doing that anymore.
...I wonder if I can fake the symptoms of cancer and get some radiotherapy on my brain. Blast it enough so that I ( Read more... ) -
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I feel kinda odd right now. Usually I feel like this after I've fucked up big time, but I don't remember feeling it before anything.
Part of me thinks it wouldn't be a bad idea to go into hiding. for the moment. -
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It's been a little bit of a mixed bag as of late.
Some good things, some bad things.
And as the awesome triangle indicates, Some confusing things as well.
While that prior post of note is there if I need it, from the looks of things, maybe I might not need it very soon after all. Maybe. -
Other stuff
Something else that's been on my mind. Damn vanity ( Read more... ) -
Things going on
MOAR EMOOOO POSTING.
From the looks of things, it'll end soon enough.
Time to do what I've done best for years, be brutally honest. It's going to be negative.
The other night, I had an odd dream. Nothing of any importance, just another random stupid dream. I was going somewhere. About halfway through, I get there, and Some who I care for rather ( Read more... )