swallowed, sorrowed

[ragewithme]

today is the first day of the rest of your life.

i'm never drinking again.

you know the saying you always hurt the one you love? well it works both ways.

busted knee, sick head
blackened lungs, swallowed followed
Piss on self esteem

i never meant to. i'm so sorry.

Comments

[nefarious_lover]

Hun?

[anonymous]

aww dont feel bad shit u do when ur drunk can always be passed off as just that , shit u did when u were drunk. most ppl understand this, but u got do what u gotta do im sry things got bad for u. and u r right "today is the first day of the rest of ur life." *hugs*

damnit

[nothing_2_offer]

damnit i always forget to log in befor i post that last one was me

Re: damnit

[ragewithme]

being drunk is no excuse for violence.
being mad is no excuse for lashing out.
and new years is no excuse for numbers one and two.

Re: damnit

[nothing_2_offer]

i agree with u

and maybe this isnt the time to bring up my beliefs about fate. but the way i see it u cant change the past so what makes u think u can change the future, everything is going to turn out alright, and by that i mean its going to turn out the only way it ever could

as long as we r quoting fight club i like to throw my favorite quote from that amazing movie out there: "i wanted to breath smoke"

-the lone wolf

[the_relish_hero]

Fight Club and Bush both kick ass.

Don't know if you tried to drunk dial me but you could sober dial me too.

[billybuckets]

dont sweat it, red. you're young. i say enjoy it.

[ubersmack13]

wow, yeah, I feel exactly the same way right now, regreting drinking and never want to do it again. Plus, my hangover sucked soooo bad, and now i have people mad at me, and i dont know if anybody can ever trust me again. Life sucks!

[ragewithme]

exactly. i was hungover for a full DAY. holy wow yo.
life doesn't suck, it's an awesome learning experience.

[nothing_2_offer]

so this means that u r still going to drink right?

[ragewithme]

nope