I  got my labret done. It is actually kind of annoying. The stud keeps catching on my teeth and it like rips out of my face. Especially when I eat. Its also fucking HUGE so I can't really hide it. Can't donate plasma either. I'll probably keep it for a little while, but I don't know if this'll be a permanent edition to my face.

So, my break is almost over and I'm kind of ready to start the bullshit again. I have a strong feeling that this semester is going to be NOTHING like the last one. Or any one I've had in La Crosse so far. We'll see. My break was pretty boring, I only trained for about 6 hours a week. It was RIDICULOUSLY dumb for the most part, and I actually ( Read more... )

I ALWAYS have a knot in my stomache. I'm never hungry. I wake up almost every night and can't go back to sleep because of thoughts in my head. I get the same nightmare OVER AND OVER. Anything I do, I would rather NOT be doing it. I'm always feeling tired, restless, irate and worried - no matter what I'm doing. I don't see this changing soon. I feel ( Read more... )

The cliche motivation of our new year. An empty promise to ourselves that we never stay loyal to. That is the new Years resolution. And since my intention of follow through is anything but genuine, I've set several standards for the new year in hopes that I will find the fortitude to find in myself at least one of them ( Read more... )

Just had a pretty dumb day followed by a really good night. So it all balanced out. But after tomorrow, which is my last exam, I am just really going to hate that I have to be here. I have to work ONE DAY on saturday, so I have to wait around here with my thumb up my ass on Wednesday, Thursday, and Friday, just to work that one shift before I leave ( Read more... )

So, the semester is almost over, and even though I'm just really excited to get out of here - These couple have months have been intense and I'm glad they happened. Albeit yes, I have had some serious turmoil to top it all off, overall I wouldn't trade the benefits for anything. I am working my way towards an odd job that I'll actually LOVE, and it ( Read more... )

Sleeping seems to be a luxury that I can't have anymore....I wonder besides Lisa who really uses their Livejournal anymore....hmm.

I just want to stop worrying about what might happen in my life (my future, my finances, my love life........) and just live and let things happen. I used to be so good at that, until this year...Whatever. If I don't ( Read more... )

    That's well over a year. The internet is great in that it never forgets anything that you've done, even if it was 87 weeks ago. And my livejournal is still good. I noticed I don't talk to any of my friends on here anymore, maybe thats what killed this for me. I never was into the really long posts - even though theres been a few. And the ( Read more... )

Yeah I don't have shit to say. Caleb's gone. I'm going to miss him. Nothing I can do about it. The. Fucking. End.

I hate it when people front. You'd be suprised who are the biggest fronts of them all. I know who they are.