whether to laugh or to cry that is. there's an essay due today. i'm writing it now even though i'd already stayed up all night till 5am reading and trying to consolidate, after staying up on saturday night as well. even though i still don't have any idea what the hell i'm writing about. haha. i'm so close to just giving up, not think and just ( Read more... )

Clay Aiken's voice is so *totally* fabulous.

the day started out well. by no fault of anyone else but my own, my brain started slowing down as the day progressed. i thought i was going to be fine and that i wouldn't need to do much considering that i had organised some sort of an outline, some sort of idea etc etc etc. at 11.30am, i found myself slowing down, hitting a mental wall one too ( Read more... )

after much pushing and shoving and feet-dragging, i finally managed to start on one of my 3 papers due this week. i'm quite amazed at my level of unproductivity. even though i made a conscious effort to start researching early, i'm still stuck with having to rush like mad to finish 3 papers over the next few days. sheesh. oh well, there's not much ( Read more... )

one day is pretty much like another. the only thing that moves is the looming deadline, coming nearer and nearer.

thank you to the people who's offered me words of encouragement, comfort and sympathy. who don't go what's her problem? just because i'm not smiling and assume that i'm pissed and therefore you have to keep away. for bothering to go ( Read more... )

Worlds ApartI am the only one to blame for this ( Read more... )

i went to jams the club at clarke quay with some of the honey gang together with mel d and pinkgelatin. the music is great but it was *very* crowded and one poor drunk chap got too close for comfort. but other than that, it was a good night just to hang out and de-stress a bit ( Read more... )

When I Shall Die
(by Anna)

When I shall die,

I shall do it myself.

Nobody shall do it for me.

When I am redy,

I shall say,

'Fin, stand me up',

and I shall look

and lagh merry.

If I fall down,

I shall be dead.

i MUST stop falling asleep at night before getting any work done. i MUST be more productive in the day.

being around certain *annoyingly* practical people stresses me out. argh.

i decided to skip my u.s politics and foreign policy class today because i really didn't feel up to it. having a 2pm lecture sucks because i take about 1hr 15min to get down to school, so that doesn't leave me with much time between the moment i get up and when i have to leave for school. lecture will end at 4 and by the time i get home, it'll be ( Read more... )