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i really need to stop drinking. 3 days ago i woke up next to a pineapple. wtf is wrong with me.

Hello world!!

Its been like i dunno, eons, since i've gone on this ol' thing. hagigglesha. so well whats going on with me these days? not alot. just living on my own and working. well, thats it. i luv u.

if i apply the formula right i'll move up one condition.

Well i am finally back to where i left off before i got into trouble. YAY! i don't even know what else there is to write anymore...

Well im re-doing alot of my coursework again cause i decided to get high off the weed with some friends i made here and i got drug tested the next day. SHIT!!!! I'm only set back a week though whereas the other 4 people involved are set back a month cause there senior patients and im only a freshman. One student got expelled. I Love You! They ( Read more... )

Okay...i have to make this quick because im not even supposed to use the computer here. and i dont have time to figure out this new LJ setup....but oh well thats life. I've been a prisoner now for like 3-4 weeks..i dont even know anymore. Halloween was pretty fun. i watched Laguna Beach. thats about it. im doing good though, im pretty normal now ( Read more... )

I have never cried while kissing a girl before. But then again i have never truely loved a girl worth crying over. In the end what does it all matter anyway. Things will never be the same again. Maybe thats a good thing. Well i have about 10 hours left of "my so called life" that i decided to choose for myself before i begin my new one. Where it ( Read more... )

May you never, oh, never behold me
Sharing the couch of a god.
May none of the dwellers in heaven
Draw near to me ever.
Such love as the high gods know,
From whose eyes none can hide,
May that never be mine.
To war with a god-lover is not war,
It is despair.

I keep falling for girls i am not supposed to be with. I've done this sooo many times now in my life i am starting to think there is something wrong with me. There isn't even a way i could tell this person without ruining our friendship. Besides, i watched her turn down this guy yesterday so i don't see what chance i would have. I know she feels ( Read more... )