i am completely head over heels for someone.
someone who barely knows me

ughhhhhh lol
why is everything so complicated ALL THE TIME?!

whatever.
maybe this one will work out?
probably not.
haha.

oh and what the hell red sox?
i hate being a red sox fan.

on another note
I'M TOTALLY PLAYING THE SAXOPHONE AT UMASS BAND DAY!!!!
i am so freakin

i'm beginning to believe guys only want me as someone they can mess around with.

i'm not really loved
never was.

and you know what?
i think i'm going to accept it.

and just give up

i'm done trying

i'm ahead of the game...sort of
i bought my homecoming dress today
it's so pretty :)

another note...
i think as i type..i am being stood up..
wicked cool .
why did i waste my day waiting around for nothing?

ugh.

i knew i should have said no to hanging out in the first place

tonight should be fun
i'm going to the haunted labyrinth with my aunt
pretty psyched about that
then i'm sleeping over her house so i don't have to drive home from cranston at an ungodly hour. lol

yeah. fun :)

i'm wicked sick
and
i have a crush on someone who would never in a million years even consider me.

cool.
blah.
this weather sucks by the way.

today i fell asleep in one of my classes

this evening
carly and i had an adventure
it was very fun :)

now i'm talking to neko online.
he is so funny
oohhh my goodness.

big day tomorrow
wish me luck
(even though none of you know what's going to happen)

we actually got to perform this evening
it was SO cold
i am chilled to the bone

i am very happy
and very excited

ahhh!!!!!!
i wish i could say more.
but i don't want to :)

i found cormick on facebook :)
yayyyyyy
this completed my day

this weather is rather depressing
i had hope for it being a sunny day earlier
but it looks like that isn't happening

oh well.