who deal with my shit, and who have been there when times were rough. And I know lately sometimes they've been rough. I appreciate everyone who's been there for me, and hope to make it through all this shit. I've taken a lot of things for granted, and have wasted a lot of my life without doing shit. I've honestly worked myself into such a mess ( Read more... )

I got rocked beyond any possible level last night. I've never been that drunk in my life, it was insane. I let down a lot of people including myself. I feel like I have a severe drinking problem,and I'm not sure what to do. It's gotten to the point of daily drinking, and I have ot stop. It's really fucking my whole life up, and I dont even reconize ( Read more... )

And yes I'm I notice evertime I post on here, its like a commitment to all these things i'm gona do to improve my life. It's sad haha. Well I've noticed one thing, the less you think about what you want to improve that more of a chance its going to happen. I've totally quit smoking. Which I was pretty thrilled about. I didn't think I had it in me, ( Read more... )

I feel so sick, I woke up tired, and then it got worse. I think hardly sleeping has caught up to me. I really cant even stand right now, or inhale really. Yeah anyways I'm probably going to bed early tonight, and staying in. :(. I love my baby Caitie <3333

Okay today well not yesterday was mine and caities 3 month. Oh man I'm excited, and in love. I'm so happy we've been together this long. I'm just glad we are still together, and everything is going so good. We never fight, yell at each other, or even argue. I've never been with someone like that. Maybe it's me growing up or whatever. Probably that ( Read more... )

Okay today I was with my baby of course, she's the love of my life. I really need to spend more time with her, she's everything to me. I really feel so much for her, I'm so in love. After chilling with her I chilled with my friends. Same old, same old. I need to get a job, hopefully i'll get one @ KB for christmas season. That will atleast give me ( Read more... )

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Haven't updated in awhile, ummm went to my girlfriends house today, then out with my friends. Woah in-depth journal entry here I come!!

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