somehow rainy days just do it to me. i don't know what it is about them. but i just can't focus on real work. i have wasted the whole day at the office sitting across from my boss hoping that she doesn't ask to see where i am on my project. instead i've been day dreaming, reading the news, checking my facebook ( Read more... )

1. The rugby team is the love of my life ( Read more... )

I don't have a moment to myself that I'm not supposed to be using for some other, more productive purpose. I have more schoolwork than I think I've ever had, or maybe it's just that I care more right now than I have for the last two and a half years. The competition is stiff--well it's less like competition and more like peers. But they're fucking ( Read more... )

It's amazing how much I really can't do work when I'm at home. Today I watched 6 episodes of Scrubs, 2 episodes of Friends, and all 22 parts of Trapped in the Closet. That's right. WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

Nik just scraped ice off my windshield with a broken CD case, and then i drove down icy, rainy streets while blind to the sides and back because it was raining so hard and was so icy on the ground that I was afraid to get out and scrape the rest.
every once in awhile, i just get these moments of:
welcome to the northeast.

when nik leaves for singapore i will lose my best friend and lover all in one fell swoop. i support him in this because i would have made the same decision but the idea of being left behind makes me want to drop my head between my knees and hyperventilate like a crazy person. he's been my best friend at brown since october of freshman year and has ( Read more... )

it's funny how you can meet someone when you're 13, keep in touch sporadically, and still know at almost-20 that they'll always be special. =p ( Read more... )

i have magically managed to lose only the last 8pages or so of the only article in my entire course reader i actually wanted to use on my final paper. YES. wonder student strikes again ( Read more... )

funny how detached you can feel when events are occurring so far away....but how devastated you can be, at the same time. willie did so much for me when i was at rls, changed my life so much, and all I wish i could do right now is give him a big hug and help him out. I wish that we had been in better touch recently. now i don't know what to do. i ( Read more... )

I can't wait to turn in this 15-page monster. It's kind of weird to think that I don't get As on papers anymore, and that I'm now experiencing what all those other kids who got Bs and were okay and even happy with it were experiencing, which I used to find so mystifying and now kind of understand. It's just too effing hard, and I don't even know if ( Read more... )