right now. things are how do you call, not so good. ha. i am foreign. i really want to speak italian. it has been a goal for some years to be fluent. and i will be. just you wait. french and italian will be like childs play. kimmy and i decided for a total of 5 years we will travel the globe and live in different places for 6 months at a time fully ( Read more... )

Today, December 7th, (even though it says 8th) was one of the hardest days I have had in quite some time. This year has been a year of bumps. The bumpy year of 2005. I look forward to a new year, one of smoothness and fashion ( Read more... )

i need to go to bed. tomorrow is like the all time deciding day of my college career and physical health so far in my life of 21 years. haha. i have doctors appointment at 9am for an hour to see if i need surgery again. and theeeen basically i have to decide if i want to go through with it and if i do then i cant go to london probably...and if i ( Read more... )

I am in bed. Trying to sleep. I can't though. I will though in a couple minutes. And no, I don't know who posted that last comment...so tell me. Thank you. Grazie. I am getting ready to start working out with my personal trainer starting tomorrow. He knows it all and I need someone like that. ADAM. Yessssssssss. It's going to be awesome. I hope ( Read more... )

It has been raining and I like it. A lot. Basically Im lying in bed and I don't feel that great. I want to go play and sew and see adam and eat but i can't. I also am getting worried about going to London. For more than one reason. Not only because I am a little scared, that is something I can easily get over. It's more about me being sick. I don't ( Read more... )