how fabulous! last night was so much fun..! last minute get together..martha, my aunt monica, luis, and i went to juarez (Mexico) to drink and go sing karaoke at some straight bar with like only 3 other people other then us! lol, ghetto..right? but it was actually fun! the other people that were there took a polaroid *LMAO, those are like so last ( Read more... )

so i took new pictures last week...just to show how i look right now!

*Love It Honey!*


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im sitting here at work just thinking about things that happened last night...personal things. after thinking about a couple of things, i think i finally have my depression figured out. after so much advice, ive come to the conclusion that just maybe, its the break up with johnny. not just the break up itself, but just the fact that he let his past ( Read more... )

whats this..? whats wrong with me? why do i cry for no reason..? for the past couple of days, ive been very seclusive with myself, my family, my friends. im hardly ever up to doing anything anymore. and when i try, people i want to be with already have plans or just arent up to doing anything either. im starting to believe that im beginning to live ( Read more... )

This is a poem I wrote for Johnny! *sigh* As Amanda would put it...Expressing myself!

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so i promised that i'd give you pictures of me on Halloween...and here you go! enjoy!

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a new day...a new month! *hmm* which only means one thing for it being the first of november! RECAPPING ON HALLOWEEN NIGHT!well, i was suppose to go out with my boyfriend trick or treating and then find something fun to do...like bag snatching! lol, just kidding! no but uhm, i thought it would've been fun spending it with him and my first real ( Read more... )

this weekend was way fun!...relaxing and interesting! yes yes...
friday, i spent all day with johnny...partially with his friends. hung out at the mall, went "looking for a job!" (CH'YEA RIGHT!) but anyways, hanging out with him is something i havent done in a LONG time. so it made my day...but thats the least of my weekend. that one day was, well ( Read more... )

so im here, sitting on my fat ass! (lol, fat..?! yea right!) anyways...moving on!

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lol, omg! is it so wrong for people to just say the truth and being as blunt and straight forward as they can be with a friend? i mean, even if it offends their friend! lol, talk about being "Real!" sorry if it offends you "friend" but im not as scared as i use to to just talk the truth! (ive learned a lot by keeping things in)