Once again I find myself in this place. A place between a rock and a hard place. Only this time I'm in a country not of my own, and a place I can't really run away from. Feeling the same way I did back in HS. Wondering if I chose a different path, would my thoughts be messing with my head the way they are. Having so called friends hurt me the ( Read more... )

Doesn't it feel like you are alone in the world sometimes. You may have all the love you can stand, all the friends you could ever ask for, not poor, not destatute, yet you feel like the only person in your world. Everywhere you look, there are people, but they don't see you, don't talk to you, don't notice you, don't SEE you. They might smile, ( Read more... )

What is love??? Knowing that it is the subject of all thoughts and wishes. What is love? Is it folley or foe? Is it wise? Is it true? Is is juvinelle? What is it? You can see it in people for flickers of hope. But in the end, love fades, no matter what people say, it is true that love does fade. Some let it fade into numbness, others ( Read more... )

So here is my question for you ( Read more... )

I remember a number of years ago i wrote in my lj about this boy who i was missing a bit. It's weird cause i've been on this rollercoaster of emotions with this boy. And the best part is that he doesn't even know it. And if he does. then he's going to get a kick in you know where. But this boy that i kinda like, but still thinking about it, he' ( Read more... )

ok one...i hate my job ( Read more... )

yeah ok so it's been what...months...yea i know ( Read more... )

so today was the first day of training for RE's and it was just doing fine until this late meeting that was just stuff that was common sence and boring...whatever, i guess we did need it. So this year i think i'm doing things a little differently. All i know is that i'm not going to be this shy girl anymore. I'm going to be bold and out there ( Read more... )

So it's been forever since i've been on lj. do i miss it... probably...but this is the first entry i am making, on my new, brand new, laptop computer. I am so excited about this thing...i basically saved every penny to pay 600 dallors towards the cruise coming up next year, and for this computer. I am excited and very happy about it ( Read more... )

lost 8 pounds in less than one week. feel happy about it. Want it all to melt away ( Read more... )