ok, so basically Brdley Thompson rocks right now, cause he totally referred me to some lady at the central city opera who is looking for a young hispanic soprano (I might fit that just a little) not necessarily for an opera I dont think, I actually have no idea what its for, but he referred me! and I have to send her a resume, which I completed not ( Read more... )

I have jury duty soon, in like twelve hours or something. I have been trying to avoid this for months. Too bad I don't have a lot of felonies than I would not have to do it. FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

so the event is this friday, and I had requested off the following day and guess what??? did not get it off, mother fuckers. and I did not get off tuesday either for daft punk. bull fucking shit. It makes me soooooooo angry. I really just want to find a new job and say fuck this, but the problem is that I like it here, kind of. Maybe I could just ( Read more... )

There is just way too much music I want to buy! I mean sheet music of course, and I just don't have the money to do it. : ( And I decided that I want to get a saxophone cause I think I could do it. It would rule if I could be really good at like four instruments. That would be sweeeeeeeettttttt. Then maybe I could teach all those instruments and ( Read more... )

I think I am going to learn how to break. It will be hard but I think with time I can get pretty good at it, and then I can break at like parties and shit. Plus I want to at least be good at some form of dance. Then later I can take ballroom dance or jazz dance or hip hop or all three!

I had a self realization last night while I was sobbing driving home. I can't force things to happen, and I cannot get this angry when they don't go my way ( Read more... )

School starts tomorrow and its gonna make this summer totally lame, but I will be extatic (spelling?) when its over. I hate all the gen ed classes I have to take. I wish I could just concentrate on music and that there were music classes offered in the summer at metro, well at least ones that count. Not like introduction to music which is probably ( Read more... )

I wish I wasnt. He's an ass. And I want to make him miserable. I'm happy but when I even read online that he is happy at all it angers me so so much.

Is getting back to normal again. Its all working out,and dating joel is fun. I had a great time with him saturday. And I got my friends back, when I was with woody all I did was neglect them to be with him, but since we broke up I couldn't be happier. : )

And I like my job.I get paid this friday. My paycheck is going to be like $20.00. Fuckin

thanks for making out with me and telling me that you dont know if you made the right decision breaking up with me. QUIT PLAYING GAMES WITH MY HEART!!!! seriously. its fucking childish.

ps.

eat shit