I'm so depressed today. This journal was something that kept me sane before, so I'm going to try it again. My job isn't working out for me, I'm not too sure it will make me happy in the end. In the end I just ignore things that are going to hurt me, but now it's starting to hurt me much more to ignore these things because I am in constant wonder. ( Read more... )

Life is okay right now. Somehow i'm managing to keep my "seasonal" depression under control, for the moment. I can say I feel a lot better than I did a few days ago. Things are looking up!

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