so much for progress

[rainbowravenx]

Well this is disappointing ... maybe the universe really does just want Adri out of my life

Comments

[thefourtowers]

It is hardcore and intense, but here is a ritual posted by the author of Hands On Chaos Magic that might do the trick for you:

http://blog.andriehvitimus.com/content/saturn-evolutionary-transformation

[rainbowravenx]

thanks, though I'm not a Chaos or even high magick practitioner .. though that does give me an idea on who I can ask for help in this matter ...