So, people say that they want to know if a person is having thoughts of self harm, because no one wants someone committing suicide. However....when someone who struggles with thoughts of self harm tells people, they get pissed, or it's a trigger, or they are accused of overreacting or their therapist throws them in the psych ward ( Read more... )

PUBLIC NOTICE: To everyone and anyone that has ever been involved with me in any way sexual, or intimate , let it be known I'm now in an exclusive relationship. So, until further notice, anything sexual is off limits, no inappropriate touching or kissing. From this point on let it be known I am attempting to be Monogamous. And if you do anything to ( Read more... )

If you are reading this, and I have in the time you have known me, done anything to hurt you, anger you, betray you...anything.. please.. I want to know. I need a chance to make things right. Or as right as I can.

Anyone have idea of what I should do for my Birthday ? It's November 12th... I wanted to go to Toronto oon the 14th for TRR4.. but that's not looking like an option.... I had thought of trying to hijack the Red room and force them to play Happy Hardcore .... but I'm not that cool... so.. that leaves me with .... well.. nothing much entertaining to ( Read more... )

First:, if anyone is interested in Energy work, Lexie and I are having people over to do some Khep/Kherete style energy work, with the goal of nuking my apartment of all the negative crap, and general energy exchange.. If you are interested, e-mail me or give me a call ( Read more... )

Well this is disappointing ... maybe the universe really does just want Adri out of my life ( Read more... )

so yesterday's missions were fail.. didn't get the clothes put away, didn't get work done.. did practice walking in stelettoes (sp?) though, getting better... seriously need to install a pole in the living room... not enough room in my bedroom.. though that would be cool ( Read more... )

For those of you that didn't see it on facebook or myspace...


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Yesterday's Mission : win.. I got a box of ducks towels etc. pulled out of the bathroom ( Read more... )

Mission for today: reduce the # of ducks in the bathroom. Sort out the towels. and start reducing the things in my room....