locked (most of the time) 

some emotions are just not worth dealing with. am i right?

find strength

i fear the most irrational and irrelevant things; like whether i'd be able to assimilate myself into friendships back home. i haven't been away for ten years but one year gives me a fair bit of leeway to miss out on birthdays, concerts, gatherings, and parties. it's different you know, being there in the flesh and bone instead of, well, time and

i waited for four hours before i read the letter that was enclosed in the envelope, only because i knew i would cry (you have a way with words and i'm feeling extra emotional today) and yes, i did. thank you for the snail mail, it was just what i needed to make life a little less bleak ( Read more... )

here's what i really want: first class honours, NO LESS

i haven't stopped by here in awhile. it's almost as though the act of penning down my thoughts and feelings in words, has lost its novelty and sparkle. the past few weeks were lovely. a surprise here, a surprise there, another surprise and another. what's it like in newcastle you may ask? it's cold here, so everyone gets to layer up and put on ( Read more... )

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"when your personality is a zero, everything about you sucks as well"

can't settle for anything less than a distinction. i can't