ummm so pretty much i havent written in this thing in a very long time, and a lot has happened. holidays were fun, great, had a good time with the family...vacation was alright, kind of boring...although something amazing did happen...

so one night @ work, i see these two guys at the door waiting to be ( Read more... )

tonite was quite possibly the most fun i've had in months. it was awesome. that's all that i wanted to say. goodnite <3

alright ( Read more... )

okay. so i laid down to take a nap since i didnt get much sleep last night and then i had to work all day...anyways, so im sleeping, everything is fine, and all of a sudden im having this horrible dream, whcih could potentially come true in some ways:

my mom tells me we're going to have to sell the house. im okay with it ( Read more... )

hehe. zack caldwell you rock my world. i cant wait to see you again, i miss you doll!!!

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I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is, That I care too much
And my scars remind me, That the past is real
I tear my heart open, Just to feel

Drunk and I'm feeling down, And I just want to be alone
I'm pissed 'cause you came around, Why don't you just go
home
'Cause you chanelled all your pain, And I can't help you
fix yourself
You're ( Read more... )

things ( Read more... )