i think one more word would have squeezed the blood from my already broken heart ( Read more... )

so im sorry that i was such a bitch at the club tonight... i just was upset because i got all dressed up becuase i wanted my girls attention on me... she said femmes were her eye candy, and i just wanted to be that and her girlfriend... and i just felt like i wasnt good enough and thats why i was so upset. i dont just go get all dressed up for ( Read more... )

so ya.. um i just got some real fucking odd news that im not too sure how i feel about and its acctually making me quite fucking upset... and i think that im going to just explode.. and i really dont wanna talk about details i just kinda wanted to let the fucking angry out right now. ( Read more... )

so... umm friday i was still pissed off at ashley... but she showed up at my house with flowers and a card and ended up eventually digging herself out of the doghouse. we had a great day.. we went out to dinner and just hung out one on one. which is something we really dont get to do a lot. friday night was umm definitly great... me and ashley did ( Read more... )

so theres a lot i should write about in here ... but im tired so all i really wanna say is that MY FUCKING BLISTER HURTS... FROM NOW ON I WILL ALWAYS ALWAYS ALWAYS CARRY A BOTTLE OPENER OR A SKATEBOARD AROUND WITH ME... god damn thoes non twist fucking carona bottles... lol... thats all for now...

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THIS IS MY NEW SONG TO ANYONE WHO SAYS A FUCKING THING ABOUT ME... fuck yall ( Read more... )

so i had another great weekend. me and ashley were up for like going on 3 days.. it was ruff.. we were like zombies... we went to kings dominion with my bro, dan,anthony,and sam. me and ashley had so much fun together. it gave us time to be ourselves and out there, i mean we were exhausted but so energetic. it might of been the coffee and redbull ( Read more... )

omg... so yesterday was sooo much fun. me ashley jo jo and jessi all went the ocean.. i SLOWLY got into the freezing cold water... it was slow untill i tripped over my own damn feet and got shot down into the water by a wave.. bhrrr it was cold but it felt good. then i dunked ashley in with me.. haha it was funny.. it was like slow motion... she ( Read more... )