I'm a new person now.  It's no longer ( Read more... )

Smiling brightly, too bad its fake
Laughing about everything, too bad its fake too
Designer clothes, do they really matter?
Purses that really aren't THAT cute?
Status, whats it going to matter in five years?
Living life for popularity and parties
Does that really matter?
Our environment is fake!
Dropping a friend for a guy
You'll break up anyways
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It hurts
I'm no longer happy
When I see you in the halls
All over your cute lil boyfriend
My stomach does a flip-flop
My heart cringes
My eyes swell up once again
I want it to go away
You said you didn't even do anything
I'm not going to let on I care
It hurts too bad for that

Broke my heart about six months ago
This weekend showed me more than I cared to see
Why did I care those many months ago
Why did I think something would ever happen
Why did I feed the hope when it turned around and bit me in the face
So much for the close friends "we are" that you felt like you had to lie to me
You had to use me to get to..her?!
I ( Read more... )

uh oh, what 2 do ( Read more... )

The feeling I have, You'll never feel
What you see is the surface
What you don't know is everything
Don't you hate when life is perfect
Everything is going your way
Your life seems to not be able get any better
Yet then someone steps in
Someone makes that comment
Someone does that action
The comment makes ur wonderful feeling be put on hold
The ( Read more... )

I thought I saw something
I blew it off
I mean come on,  friends right?
Made my feelings known
Turned out to be some bit of a mess
But those thoughts had to come out
Today you might have pushed the wrong button
Yet again...
I won't blow it off this time
I won't watch as you walk away with him
Sorry but if you want to play my game
Here we go!

This is what I wanted
This is what I've dreamed about
Your everything thats anything
Through my love that keeps my going I miss...
My best friend
Our long crazy nights
The days where we did absolutely nothing
Summer nights
Softball games
Waiting for the boys to get home
The sound of the bronco screaming down the drive way
Boone puking up the stairs ( Read more... )

Wishing on a shooting star
But dreams alone won't get you far
Can’t deny your feelings anymore
The world is waiting right outside your door
What are you waiting for?

Come on, here’s your chance
Don’t let it slip right through your hands
Are you ready for the ride of your life?
Your dreams are riding on the wind
Just reach out and pull ( Read more... )

yay 4 the 3-day weekend~ that rocked~haha awesome sleepover, huh gurls? won't 4get all that...poor old beanerz ur causing trouble with all the boys, can u plz stop that haha~seriously tho...