Ok, so in a dramatic change from the last entry, I'm INSANELY happy. There was no reason for me to have as much energy as I did today--I mean, I was literally like dancing around and jumping around all day. There's a problem. OK, the whole story. I went out this weekend on Saturday evening with my friend Thomas (composer who I briefly dated and we ( Read more... )

Blah. This week has been crazy. Grading 65 worksheets that are all over 5 pages long has killed me. Not to mention some people turned in the exact same worksheet and I want to kill them for thinking I'm that dumb. Cracking skulls tomorrow ( Read more... )

So I have a crush on my philosophy professor. He looks very similar to Bryan Hooten, only skinnier and with dark hair. He looks like a gangly trombone player with glasses, which is totally my type. I think he's married though, he has a ring (darn). Anyway, we've been talking about Descarte's Meditations and reactions to them for the past few weeks ( Read more... )

I think I'm insane....I just heard a cat crying in the hallway and I ran out to look for it, but I couldn't find anything....bleh. Vodka.

Ah, so ends a long and glorious weekend. I'm getting ready to watch Bones, yay! Good way to end it ( Read more... )

I don't know what is wrong with me. You'd think I would be grateful for the opportunities I've been given. And I know I've worked my ass off to get them, but sometimes it feels like I haven't done shit, and they are just handed to me...like they weren't even a challenge or something (although I know better ( Read more... )

Lately I've been trying to date. This has been happening though meeting people online, trying to figure out whether they share interests with me or not, and then a date happens where we meet in person/chat. It's been pretty interesting, and I can't help but feel a bit tired of this cycle.

Guy #1 was from Turkey. He had a very heavy accent, but ( Read more... )

Visiting Richmond was fun. It was good to see Kathleen again before she moves. She and Jeff are cute together =) I've been having a lot of moments lately where I really feel like I'm ready to be in a serious relationship that may lead to marriage. I just feel really tired of being alone and having no one to share my day with except my parents and ( Read more... )

I can feel myself getting into the groove of being home. Getting up, going to the gym, coming home and reading/relaxing, practicing, reading more, maybe a nap, German lessons and dinner, tv and bed. It's getting to be pretty routine. I find comfort in routine and I think that's why I get a little shaken up when the routine changes. Like today--- I' ( Read more... )

I was just re-reading some of my old entries that I wrote when I first got to Gainesville...and this literally made me blow up and spew my drink all over the computer ( Read more... )