what would you say if i asked you not to go ( Read more... )

What I had been dreading came true...it hurts you know...and I try not tot hink about it...but its like...he wanted to kiss her...he wanted to be with her...thats the part that messes me up...he wasnt forced to he made that choice. Sure he might have been pressured...but he gave into the pressure...but he still makes me happy...I love him...thats ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping...but its hard when I worry...I found out why that one girl did what she did...wanting her first kiss...which is kind of hard to believe but yea...but why with a guy who has a girlfriend...when he loves someone else...why do girls do that? Why do PEOPLE do that??? Want what they cant have...? I did that though...with Jon...when ( Read more... )

Its scary...having all these girls want you...I trust you but I dont trust them...why cant they just stop...your mine...why cant they see that?

I cant describe it...Im in so much pain...head squashing, hair pulling,fist tightening, cringing pain. I feel so light headed and empty. Ive been crying and thinking, I have a headache now. Hate being here...I want to live in WA. I wanna go back, go home. I need to talk to someone, or Im gonna snap, I cant take this. I just want to be comforted. I ( Read more... )

JON!!! Im wanted to claw her eyes out...pull out her hair...and chop off her ears...I cant believe you told me you were going to tolo with someone...even as a friend...well Im glad you told me...but I dont know...I once I found out...I didnt want to know...I just hate the thought with you being someone elses date...it made me way jealous. Im ( Read more... )

I guess all the bowling paid off...hahahaha. Well here I am again...on my own...hahaha...whitesnake...awsome. hahahaha!! I wanna be like Tawny Kitane and shake my ass on the hood of a car...looks like fun...hahahaha. Well im in a pretty good mood. I need to take a shower though...hahaha. Whis is what I need. My good mood is going down down. I have ( Read more... )

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"Next Contestant" by Nickelback ( Read more... )

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