they become no longer recognizable.
        So, you can pass them in the street,
  bump into them at a store,
           stand in line behind them,
and not realize that you know them;
                until, hours, days
                       weeks,
                                                 months
                     -later;
then you go through the ' ( Read more... )

What to do when you want to help somebody. A person you care about, but you know that they are the reason so much bullshit happens to them. Who to believe? But I know this person quite well. I can see through them. Yet, I still want to help them get their life together. While at the same time... I don't care. I've tried to help this person before. ( Read more... )

Either I get what I want or I'll take what I want.
So that's what I did Monday. I took what I wanted. I'm still iffy on most of what I want still. For the most part it hasn't changed any. On how I want to handle things, however, that's something else entirely. But I'm working through it. Just like deciding about how much I care about certain people ( Read more... )

They just keep on falling right on through.

When life throws you potatoes, make vodka. When life throws you lemons, make lemonade. Since they normally come around the same time you get a tasty and strong drink to get you through.

I'm really, really, really, sick of people ('friends') assuming how I'm going to react to things and telling people that I ( Read more... )

 When I dream, I dream of Wonderland.
Not of you and me in the sand.

When I speak, I speak what I mean.

I never look back, my meaning never leaves.

When I start to think of the past,

I remember how much I wanted out of it,

And forget it ever happened.

When I wake, I wake to make things happen.

I know what I want.

I want more.

More work,

More money,

More ( Read more... )

 I wonder, if I didn't censor myself for a day, what would happen? How many people would I lose?

I wonder, if I acted on every urge to harm another, without giving any hit before doing so, what would happen?

I kinda want to make a day where I do those...

 I'm so tired and I can't sleep. My allergies are making me feel like i have a head cold. it's really just annoying me, all of it.
I am excited for this weekend.
I have another job added to the two I currently have. so, we'll see how this all goes.
hopefully good. 
better.
okay i need to try to get some sleep again. i gotta get up shortly.

new layoutt. 

Today my happiness is... red ( Read more... )

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