rainbow fish.
nemo.
scissors.
box.
wet.
sticky.
folding.
ripping.
come.
bowl.
no lid.

"laughing, competition to the orgasm."

"I was on Broadway once."

Ginz left today ( Read more... )

I find, I wonder things too much. 
It's exhausting.
So, is trying to explain out life situtations to people who don't really want to know anyway.
I'm tired. 
I don't feel good. [what's new]
Blah to finals.
I'm sick of school and school shit.
I need an actual vacation.

ginz is in tomorrow morning and i start work tomorrow evening. these are good

I was never very good at pretend.
So, I'll stick with not pretending.
We're not friends.
You break plans. 
You lie, to me. You should know it's pointless with me.
We no longer talk.
Don't call me your friend. In fact, don't waste any breathe in saying "we once were but we no longer talk and I don't know what happened... I guess we just grew apart."
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No worries ( Read more... )

I ate my first hotdog in years today.
Art made me.
Walking 20 blocks in heels isn't really fun. My legs are going to hate me tomorrow. Especially since I'll probably put heels on again.
I got to hang out with my Eric and like 2 other guys that were pretty cool.
The bar was food. Drinks were good.
Applied and had an interview at H&M today. Hopefully I ( Read more... )

I’ve let go of all the pain.

All that I could.
It’s no longer who I am;

Merely a part of who I used to be.

The pain, no longer defines me.

cut across the dotted line

take my heart, it’s no longer mine.

I'm going to abid by my new schedule... starting tomorrow. I am. Really.

I forgot about this thing. Haven't much been into the internet lately. Did put some of my myspace back. 
Been on a cleaning spree today. Tomorrow is homework day. yup.
That's all for now. 
Call sometime.

I realize now, that it no longer matters how much I have accepted some past events. They still have completely altered how I react and my thoughts in more than just current events that are similar to the old. It’s strange how one thing can alter so much in minor ways. [It's starting to get on my nerves, yet, I can't seem to bring it out into the ( Read more... )

I’m sick of everybody thinking I won’t understand when they don’t even fucking give me the chance to. I’m sick of everybody thinking that I have the answer to everything so long as it has nothing to do with emotion.

Still wondering why I find people distasteful?
I'm not.

I am what I am. I guess I don't really change much after all... at least not ( Read more... )