so probably nobody reads this anymore but I needed to reflect on this week andI figured this was a good way to do it.  So as many of you know I was the recipient of a fairly prestigious externship for this summer at allegheny general hospital for which I am extremely excited for...I wont be talking very much about what happens on my unit because of ( Read more... )

favorite black bra from victoria's                    $90
2nd fave pink bra from victoria's                    $55
Davi's Drug guide for nurses7thed.              $40
Only pair of black low heeled dress shoes $25
fave pair of brown dress clogs                      $ 40
...having boyfriends dog for the weekend soon...priceless

number 1 thing i cant seem to learn : when you know your bf is lying to you but he wont come clean about it...its time to break up with him. For if he lies about the little things he will have no trouble lying about the important things and is therefore wasting your time.

but...I love him.

Dear God, and Bush

Please don't send him back.

Love, 
 me.

So I just finished my adult health final...and I was thinking about how much I have actually learned. Ive learned to asses, diagnose, and treat. I've learned to give medications, physical therapies, and treatments. Ive learned to listen to voices, facial expressions, and vital signs. I've learned to see what a patient isn't verballizing. Ive ( Read more... )

My best friend.
My love. 
Sometimes my everything...the one who lookes me in the eyes and just knows what Im hiding from the world even when I dont say it.

"Why are you so sad?" it plays over and over in my head with my face in your hands and our hearts beating next to eachother...that moment was amazing.

when Im broken and beaten and the world just ( Read more... )

So yesterday was terrible...a really just straight up bad day I was so glad when it was over ( Read more... )

so ive been collectively gathering the events of tuesday night...which started with three shots of my buddy Jim. lol...aka...mm..well here is what i did.
I ran down mainstreet indiana screaming Im drunk and its okay
told everyone dressed up in a nurses costume that they didnt want to do that cause I had to clean up poop earlier that night at clinical ( Read more... )

we had another fight tonight. i guess they aren't really fights per se. this time he doesnt even know...cause he is wasted.
maybe this means ill get more hot pink flowers tomorrow. wouldnt that be nice.

maybe my birthday will always have a curse...even when I want to celebrate it.

-_- my dad sent me a text message today telling me that i needed to send his gf an e card tomorrow bc it was her bday ( Read more... )