oh how could i have been so stupid. how could i have been so stupid. my life...has changed irrevocably. blood in a glass! i was so immature. i hate that girl who wrote in here. i want to slap her.
c'est fini, ma vie. i am graduating this year. i don't....know. i don't know. i may as well live on a mountain.
je n'ai pas écrit quand c'est arrivé et je n'ai pas ecrit quand je suis revenue au canada. mais j'écris maintenant, parce-que XXX XXXX XXX XX XXXX XXXXXX.
if you were three inches tall imagine how cute your self mutilation would be. i am eating angel food cake. it is one of my favorite things ever. along with purple dust skies, and mountains, pad thai.
you know what I just realized? Nobody I know writes in their livejournal anymore. I could write anything here, and no one would ever read it. no one would ever see it.
SECRETS
1. oh my god. I can't do it. i can't writed down any of my secrets.
the world is very complicated. but also, not. i think things will happen if you think about them enough. be careful about that. i've been buying things to prepare for going to Denmark. spare diaries, and things. scrapbooks for pictures of here. i told keegan to rescue me today. from what? i don't know.
so. i am feeling very alienated lately. i made myself new pants. i have a burning desire to drink my own blood out of a champagne glass. it tastes salty. you don't want to know.