"you've been my only substantial breech of soul."  I like that..it was a good one.  I had my A-game on.

holy shit - dec. 11, 2010...i didn't remember that one.

this fucking journal's dangerous.

  I think this was written around the first of March?  It took me a few weeks to get around to lj-ing for the first time in ? a long while:
I'm going to try to waste only 1 page on this.  - brainstorming.
((It should be none, by now.  I recognize that, at least.  And yet, but still, here I am, needing to write it anyway.  I cannot manufacture a ( Read more... )

life comes full-circle, sometimes, now doesn't it ( Read more... )

can i just say: Yikes!

I think i forget to step out of the way, sometimes, when i see a train coming.
Stupid, stupid, stupid....

Today held a very different sort of morning, compared to my lately.  It makes me much more aware of what I've been-lately ( Read more... )

they (Men.  Or whatever your problems are) knock you down, knock the air out of you, kick you, torture you, leave you.  and as you lay there, bleeding, bruised, broken-- eventually, when you recover enough to think halfway straight...you realize your choices are: to die--cease your very existence - or to get up, move on, and make something happen ( Read more... )

now that i read the last entry was about chris.  chris???  lol ( Read more... )

We slept together the day after Christmas.  At first it was vague, a month, more.. I didn't know...but upon reflection, that's a memorable date- given that it was following the worst Christmas I've had, probably.  But that's too much to dwell on at this point...............trying to let the past fade quickly since the present hasn't been much, ( Read more... )

i. can't. let. it. go.

i don't care what i've said about other guys [girls too, i guess[..nor what you've said about other girls, and guys]]..in the past.  i love you.  i don't care how long we've been apart.  i love you.  i don't care what your mom says about us.  i love you.  [i think] you love me.  we're worth it; our happiness is worth it, worth ( Read more... )