don't forget it.
impossibilities and handsome times.

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 we'd like to believe it lifts the weight of the world, but its only for a moment and then it all comes crushing down worse than before. i cant ever be better, and i should know by now that its my own fault people leave.. i push them away.

i am afraid my misery is catching, and wouldn't want anyone to have to feel the way that i do.

i would like to ( Read more... )

 no matter how hopeless i feel, no matter how much of my youth and physical attributes are weathered away, i have to move on. i have to get up in the morning and be happy for my son. i loved him, even if he doesn't believe that. even if i didn't want to admit it at the time. i still love him. i always will ( Read more... )

such bad timing. why did she do it again right now? i was fine. FINE. i wasnt going to be sad. and she just lies her way.. fucks up everything.

its harder than it seemed at first. i guess letting go is always hard. its really really hard when you share a kid. i will be better. i keep saying it to assure myself. there has to be better, but she showed ( Read more... )

i'm so so tired..

something's right wing 
has all its feathers and cant fly
but the left wing is broken and molted, and floats just fine?

close your eyes, don't look.

are they closed? GOOD.

11 or 12 missed calls.
i am a coward..and i feel sad about a robot without batteries.
sweep it under the rug.
pass it off til later.

except, life is too short.
who doesn't ( Read more... )

it makes me happy to do what i do. and to say what i want to say. i feel better now. who cares if you are a weiner? no one.

fiance guy says, "why don't you wear skinny pants?"
and i say, "who doesnt wear skinny pants?"

birds?

put your pants back on, birds.

dont make me come in there...

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being happy is fun. and i am not happy, so i guess i'm no fun too ( Read more... )

i wish i didn
't remember you so i didn
t have to miss you.

bastard.

also, hi.

no one uses this thing anymore.

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