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guess who? is not a game for the timid of heart
I have your good clothes in the car
So cut your hair so no one knows
I have your dreams and your teeth marks
And all my fingernails are painted
I'm here to take you now
You were right about the end
It didn't make a difference
Everything I can remember
I remember wrong
How can anybody know
How they got to be this way ( Read more... ) -
since last we talked, i have....
1. graduated from fucking high school. i am done for ever and ever. and i am not quite sure if i am happy or sad about that yet ( Read more... ) -
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so. it is now decided. the next stage of my life has a name ( Read more... ) -
she is she. she speaks for me. better than i ever could.
come home and my guitar
has nothin to say to me
i recoil from all my friends
and then i'm in misery
been so long since i've been held
really since i was hisprobably just need to be held ( Read more... ) -
this has never hit home with such fatal force before tonight
i'll sing you a song that starts out descriptive ( Read more... ) -
and it all came crashing down
i knew that this was just too good to last. and i was right. i told you not to bet against me, because now, along with the jagged edges of my broken heart, you will also have staggering gambling debts to carry on your shoulders ( Read more... ) -
insatiable doesn't even begin to describe it
my birthday is coming up. and my feelings are mixed, because nothing seems to be moving. nothing but static surrounds these bone dry days that chill me to the arcs of my feet. i just want clarity, and a plan for next year, and some certainty about how i am going to survive until i get my freedom in the fall. this winter seems to only have started, ( Read more... ) -
if things were different, i think we'd be friends
he is just somebody that i used to know....
and that is all there is to it,
no matter how hard i pretend otherwise -
you're a god, and i am not, and i just thought i'd let you know
at work right now. in pawtucket. which sucks. so i am avoiding doing any sort of legal work at all for today, because i am already in low enough spirits; drafting wills and trusts and deeds and sorting through dead people's bank statements and assets will not help at all ( Read more... ) -
i am leaving in the morning, so let's not be shy
it is cold.
i am chilled to my core
collar bones aching
i cut through the wind
and make it nowhere
i don't think that even
falling in love
could help me now
woah.
(i just miss him so much. i still think about him everyday and hate myself for all the mistakes that drove him away.)