I didn't wanna get out of my bed
When I was dreaming, I was so in love
So in love, I wish that I was dead
Can you dig it?

Can you help me? Can you help me?
Can you help me? Can you help me?
I don't think I want to live today...

Once again it has been while since I have wrote in this little journal of mine.  The intent to write has been there many ( Read more... )

"I'll take the subway to your suburb sometime
I'll seek out the places that must have been magic
To your little girl mind."

I am so very cold and tired.   Comcast is down and I just want to crawl into bed and call it a night.   O i would write more but i am too tired.

Here we go again, I have been staring at the blank screen lacking the ability to put any thought or feelings into words. It is beyond exhausting to have so much going on in my mind non-stop, but when it comes time to put them into words they are nowhere to be found. I am so very tired of this happening. Another area that I just am falling short. ( Read more... )

And I shot the story because I didn't hear it that way ( Read more... )

It's okay to kill your idols
Just pretend you have no rivals
We all know that she is friendless

1. Don't Say Maybe or Yes If You Want To Say No.
2. Set intentions and follow through with them.
3. Set healthy boundaries for myself and other
4. Rest when you are tired, but never quit.

Can’t live for tomorrow
Tomorrow’s much too long
I’ll burn my eyes out
Before I get out.

"When I saw you again in the summertime ( Read more... )

She is seeing monsters. She is losing her mind and she feels it going. She is intensely, extremely, terribly uncomfortable.

Hello, it has been a long time. A very long time and that mostly is due to the fact that I could not for the life of me remember the password to this account. Crazy ass shit, it's like I made this account in 2002. Well, I figured I would give logging in another shot with a password that I did not recall trying before and boom it worked. Law of ( Read more... )