your never there ( Read more... )

yeah i dont know we cant be happy for more than a few days - u asked me not to call u and just to leave you alone. i la u im sorry !

i la u and miss you so much i wanna come see you next weekend - our own place lol :O) lau

so the extent of that convo was " i miss you and let me tell you about the stupid girls i was with last night" and "oh hey do you know josilin? oh shes here!" awsome thats really kool - well i had an awsome day yesterday and i thought about you alot - i wanted to chat with you but hopefully i can later. I just dont really wanna hear that stuff id ( Read more... )

FUCK THAT . . .have u seen "eternal sunshine of the spotless mind" you should cause then you would know how i wish i could erase you from my memory. forget about me andrew . . . im fuckin evil and both of us would be better without eachother. dont call me i dont wanna hear your fuckin insluts and rediculous acuzations i dont give a fuck- go fuck

i miss u !!!

ok wow plese dont come at me like that - i thought u wanted us to be cool with eachother which is why i said that - dont freak out on me but "i think" that we had different ideas about our relationship and now maybe we can both agree on how we feel. i thought talkin wasnt good but we still tried and it was hard. now u say we will never be cool like ( Read more... )

like i said dont take it literally ive just been listening to this guy damian rice and he has some really good songs ( Read more... )

yeah so that was rude . . i know it just came out but try and think before you say stuff like that -

anyway im supposed to be studying for these damn finals and i havent at all - i just keep downloadin music and distracting myself. anyway i was gunna call u back but i dont know that that was a good idea but I DONT KNOW IM GOIN TO STUDY!!!

wow its crazy i actually see people i know when i drive around - i love it - it feels great to be home even though im sleeping on an air matress but this shit is comfy lol i get to see my whole family tomorrow and i actually cant wait to see those crazy people. but im sittin home on my first night home but thats ok im gunna do some reading and ( Read more... )