the end. goodbye.

Life is just a distraction now to occupy my mind, and it's not doing a very good job. I'm doing the same things that supposedly will open my heart again and prove to me that life goes on, and I'll be okay again. It's irrelevant if that is true or not, because I will go through these distractions in either case. If I was a violent person, would I ( Read more... )

Download some songs by Fort Minor. "Kenji," "Feels like Home," "Right Now," and "Where'd you go?"
Good stuff.

Strife (n) - struggle; conflict; suffering.

This is my name. It is who I am and always will be. I will never go by any other name, ever.

And when I've reached my goal and I'm in Japan in that perfect house, it will be late spring, and the sun will cascade through the open windows onto the straw mat floors. The only sound will be crickets and the occasional sound of a distant car passing by on the mountain road ( Read more... )

It's so weird, I just saw part of this program on MTV, probably True Life: I'm Obsessive Compulsive, and there was this girl who touched a chair with her left leg and went back and touched it with her right leg. I KNOW EXACTLY WHY SHE DID THAT! I do the same thing sometimes. It's weird to see someone else do it and have anxiety attacks when they ( Read more... )

Where'd you go ( Read more... )

Chronicles of Narnia was junky. Saw it with my friend who was visiting from College, for Christmas break and whonot. She thought it was junk too. The kids don't really do anything and they're hailed as heroes, the pacing was way off, it was lame. They tried to pull off Lord of the Rings, and just made me want to go watch it. And man was Susan ( Read more... )

On a side note here, the manga Beck is good. Maho is the BOMB! Good stuff though, read some if you get the chance. And now, about my dream ( Read more... )

Just push forward. Whatever the pain, push forward. The thorns of your past will tear at your skin, but you won't feel it. Die screaming in defiance, and you'll never feel the pain.