I'm having those thoughts again. Those suicidal thoughts. I mean, I constantly feel judged. If i make a mistake, everybody hates me. I need someone who loves me for who I am. And theres nobody there. Its like I'm not good enough. sure some of my friends would argue, but they have to. They are my "friends" I feel so freaking useless. I can't be like ( Read more... )

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ah. I must tell you about my day before I forget. OK, got up. Blah blah, 1 2, skip a few, 99, 100. I told myself today that if nobody asked me to the homecoming dance, I wasn't going. And guess what?! NOBODY ASKED ME. So. poo. Anywho, Frank is starting to get annoying. As you know, he likes me and studge, and at first I thought him touching me alot ( Read more... )

HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER HARRY POTTER ( Read more... )

WHOA. i havn't wrote in this in a long time. School is hella fun, I'm loving it. I'm still addicted to Habbo, and i have a new crush (Austin), except, hes kind of an asshole. I'm also signing up for drama club. Its all good. Of course, Katrina knocked out my internet for 3 weeks, and then hurricane Rita knocked my power and internet out for 7 hours ( Read more... )

HEEEYEEYEYEYEY kiddders!!!!! Today was orientation and I went with Katherine to it. We walked around a bit, got lost in high school, did a few rounds, and met a few people. When I mean a few, I mean Tyler included. I thought he was going to Australia and I thought i could get over him, but NOOOOO. He's come back, and his hair is SOOOOO awesome ( Read more... )

hi kids. I read the Harry potter book and everything. ITS SU.CKED YOU GHEY SNAPE. I HATE YOU :(. Lets not talk about that ( Read more... )

moo. HI. I think i'm gonna read in a bit. I missed ashley while i was watching MADE. don't hate on my show fools. :D. Ashley, i don't feel like commenting on your comment on my last journal entry. So i'll just put it right here. <3. There, lol. I like this new song by Fall Out Boys called uh, Sugar, We're Going Down. Its awesome. I could listen to ( Read more... )

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This is the telescope eyes video. hopefully the ghey crap will work for you.

"Telescope Eyes" By Eisley