Three years later and he's finally mine. He always really has been.

He used to be a puppet, but now he's slowly becoming more himself, and the self he is, I love. Before it was just attraction. But I love him as he is now. he's my best friend. and I won't have to choose between my friends and him, because he is friends hah.

It was so great to hear ( Read more... )

April is so fucking awesome ( Read more... )

I think I simply thrive on making my life more complicated than it is ( Read more... )

I feel like I should have something to say.

But I don't.

I hate that.

I wrote this earlier today with intent to post it now ( Read more... )

I'm so.

tired.

and I'm feeling so.
contented.

It's an odd feeling.

I'm enjoying it.

I like this feeling.

overall.

I know it won't last. but you know what.
that's okay.
I'm enjoying it right now.

and that sir, is how it should be.

I think I'll post something more coherent when I'm well... more coherent.

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That feeling is back. It keeps slapping me in the face.. I've been lurking on TWLOHA on and off all day growing more depressed, yet feeling better. I thought, maybe I'll go to bed. But the songs I feel like listening to right now are the ones that make this come back. Why am I so stupid ( Read more... )

It's been a while since I let myself feel this way. There are certain sides to me I know about, and probably a million more I don't. But, I know I have this side of me that is the basis of a lot of the things I say, or what I do, how I feel. Everything ( Read more... )

Hmmm. I'm starting writing this post at 1:57 in the morning Pacific Standard time. I'll tell you what time it is when I finish, not that it really matters ( Read more... )