I know. I don't know why. I write in books, but for 2011 I really didn't journal at all. it was a probably cause 2011 just wasn't that bad and I use writing as an outlet. I also realize a lot of it is because the bad things that happened, they were really bad, and I just don't want to remember them anymore. Or I try really hard to forget those ( Read more... )

Hey look, guess who actually has something to say for once? Meeee ( Read more... )

Been a quick minute since I last sat down to pander my thoughts like a cheap whore ( Read more... )

Perhaps this sickness has made time pass by quicker. Or things fix themselves faster ( Read more... )

and now I've fucked up.
it's my turn to work my damnedest not to lose him.

I was so stupid.

Why did I do it.

Why is everything clear in retrospect?

Fuck my life. I ruin things.

please don't let me ruin this.

Well. it's taken two or three weeks to sort things out with Alex ( Read more... )

Well. that didn't last long.

got played like a bitch.
shoulda seen that one coming.

i wish i didn't still care about him like I do. but
we have a relationship that transcends bullshit
and this is just bullshit.
but for right now. Fuck you Caen.

Bed soon methinks.

eriene,
Flamez V.

Brandon is pretty bitchin.

I like him. Good people.

I'm a strong person. Relationships are meant to compliment. And if you let them consume you they can take you down in an instant.

and I am strong.

Raven is right.

and I'm gunna miss him like fuck.

you're beautiful and you're mine. you're my beautiful girlfriend ( Read more... )