i'm naseous lately ( Read more... )

everything is shit. fucking shit. complete shit. i'm naseous i want to vomit. everything is just complete fucking shit. i hate everything.

school tomorrow, first day of being senior. wooooooo kinda. fucking four more days until my birthday and fucking 2 more until the weekend.

okay so like mad things going on right now ( Read more... )

tomorrow my dad gets his test results on his heart, and whether or not he's going to need surgery ASAP ( Read more... )

i know i told myself i'd stop saying negative things about myself, but i can't help it that i'm not happy with myself lately ( Read more... )

i made twenty dollars today cleaning up my neighbors house. how sweet is that shit ( Read more... )

i officially can't stand living here anymore. i get yelled at for THE stupidest shit. one more year. one more fucking year. im getting out of here. i'm going away to college i don't care what my mom says. fuck this shit. fuck long island.

I just found out my dad has a leaky heart-valve, and he's wearing this wired up thing attached to his body. I'm upset, I really hope everything is going to be okay. And my mom better stop fucking smoking, cus seriously, that's killing me too. :(

I think i have a problem, and it's a serious one, but no one really knows.

Well today was supposed to be swell, and wasn't. I t was actually quite the opposite; one of the worst days I've had in a long long time.(Saying that reminded me of DMB, anyways ( Read more... )