I fucking hate myself.

Even though I hardly ever get any comments, I'm going to update again...but comments would be nice.

I GOT MY LICENSE!

Haha. Pretty cool. But then my good mood was crushed when no one was available to come and pop my "driving alone" cherry. So I drove around town and blared The Academy Is all by myself. I drove by Shellese's house but then decided ( Read more... )

I am so tired. It was a long day. I went to job training at 9 this morning, until 12. It was overwhelming. We learned how all the machines worked and how to put them together and take them apart. Then we learned how to use to cash register. It was a lot of stuff, it should be interesting to see how I deal with it when Im on my own for the first ( Read more... )

Please tell me this is all a dream, please tell me you never spoke those words. Because the truth is, they tore a hole right through me, and the blood soaked through for days. The shadows are dancing on the walls, and the only light in this room is that which is pouring from the crack under the door. I tremble, but Im sure the chilled feeling is ( Read more... )

So, I got the job. I was happy. I'm really hoping that Markaya gets it too so I can have someone to go to training with this weekend, and someone to call to cover my ass if something ever comes up, you know, like an emergency, or a show or something. I had a really boring weekend, I guess it figures since it was the last free weekend I had before I ( Read more... )

Blah blah blah. I'm so bored. Today was a short day at school since the Juniors had ACT's. I didn't have to be there until 11:40. It was nice. I stayed the night at Leah's last night. I also went to Lisi's to film another video for our final project in creative writing. I had to pretend to slit my wrists on camera. I hope we dont get in trouble for ( Read more... )

It has been a wonderful weekend, so far. Last night Leah and I were supposed to go to the Underoath and fbtmof show, but it sold out. I cried. So, we (Leah and I) got dropped off with Andrew and Steph to hang out with them. And on their one year anniversary too! That was really nice of you guys to let us tag along, thanks. We fucked around in the ( Read more... )

I'm at Leah's. :) We were supposed to go to Eryn's but she took a shot and couldn't drive. I think that it was probably an excuse for us to not come over, but whatever, I'm content being with my Leah. She's sleeping. Haha. I should be getting my license soon, like within a week or so, as long as I can get an appointment set up. AND if I dont fail, ( Read more... )

I am Leah's again....with Ashley and Chelsea too. I love my friends. :  ) This past week has been a good one, I've been hanging out with Leah a lot this week, it's been nice. Um, my life is dull so I have nothing else to say.

So, my computer has been broken so dont expect too many updates, I dunno when I'll get it back. uhhhhm this spring break has kinda sucked, right now Im at leahhhhhhssssssss and were having a SPECIAL DAY! whooooooooooooo