no one really knows with how much i deal with and to some its like nothing and i'd like to thank the person who left that comment in my last entry. Im sorry u didn't put your name. Im not craving attention or anything like im craving to feel again becuase sometimes its like thers nothing and its depressing and i dont need a rehab center but thank ( Read more... )

Look i understand that people dont like me. I understand that the anonymous person thinks i only did it for attention. That is however wrong. I cut becuase of the sadness and pain. You may have seen me and you may have seen my wrists and no scars,but guess what they heal and they weren't as deep as most cutters cut but ask those who did see it ( Read more... )

this is a long one
Ok i get that i havent  been the greatest person at all times. We all have our defining moments and we all have our not so defining moments.
 Im sorry for those who hate me with no reasons because it makes it seem like they dont have a real reson for doing the things they do other than the fact that it makes them feel good.
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ok well heres the deal.
Do any of you like me as a friend anymore or am i just this person that you dont like but dont want to tell me?
and if you dont liek me tell me and then tell me why. i just want to know.

Rhetorical question!

why is it that i cant trust anyone anymore!!!

ok ashley i dont know why ur so mad at me please tell me. call me or somthing i dont want it in the jounrals.

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my voice is gone :-( it makes me sad cause i got good hours and now i can't work becuase i can't talk to the customer and bleh this sucks ttyl hope everyone is good. Thanx lauren.
Courtney

people piss me off sometimes i mean it always seems like i piss people off and i dont know what i do. and please if you comment on this dont tell me whats wrong with me and if thats all yu want to say to me then dont comment at all. Theres a few people where i feel like all i do is is piss them off. Its like becuase im being myself they hate me. ( Read more... )