i still don't really understand how livejournal works.

"what a shame we all became, such fragile broken things"

i'm so gey. happy birthday to me.

my aunt died. so virtue and I are moving home ten days earlier than planned. ill be packed up and out of here, and probably not looking back anytime soon, by monday. six finals to take between now and monday. it will be annoying, but i can handle it. happy to be going home where there is so much love. goodbye to south carolina, all the love in the ( Read more... )

I've taken the last of my exams in college until finals week. November should be a simple coast to the finish, but I have a feeling complications will find a way to present themselves. As inch closer to a turning point in my life I feel disorganized but comfortable (some days.) I'm sure in a few weeks I'll start feeling the heat, especially if i ( Read more... )

in 42 days i will never live in Columbia again.
a few months after that i expect to be nothing more than a distant memory in the minds of the people i have met here. within a year, just a passing thought triggered here and there by an old story, landmark or particular song.
well, that's life.

my relationships in south carolina are void and meaningless. asking someone to hang out is like asking them for bone marrow. my closest relationships here have turned into akward aquaintences and no one seems to care about anything but being paired off in a romantic relationship. some will pretty much take anything they can get just to not be alone ( Read more... )

i've been back in south carolina for about two weeks now. once again everything has changed and everyone is different and i'm not so surprisingly finding out that change is perpetual and that not all change is progression. in fact, i'm learning that it's very seldom that it is. i'm taking seven classes, five history courses, one linguistics and one ( Read more... )

im a really strong person ( Read more... )

anyone who knows me should know how hard this is for me to talk about but..

whenever i poop, virtue poops too.
like clockwork.
i've never felt so close to anyone in my life.

hanging around on a sunday afternoon watching the cmt top 20 countdown and thinking about things. missing cory topel. being thankful for my life. and wishing i were better at being me.