ok, so the writers block that has been TORMENTING ME?!?! is so very, very gone. i hadnt honestly sat down and forced myself to try writing since i started the concerta, but today i got to thinking about a story i had been working on but only had around 900 words of actual story written. in desperation i thought that maybe starting an outline would ( Read more... )

i have been a busy little bee since the new year. a couple day before newyearseve my stepdad came up from vegas. on newyearseve i got drunk as a fuckin skunk. this past monday i got a shiny new bank account with bank of america that has tons of pretty little bonuses with it because im a student, later that night we kicked my stepdad out cause he ( Read more... )

oh, sosososo drunk. got a kiss from puppy at midnight. the plan was to wath the lotr trilogy but didnt even get through the first one. had midori sours and peppermint shnapps with cholate milk. ate veggie lo mein and veggie egg rolls. wanted to goto the park to go swinging but sadly am lacking a car. happy new years everone unless i dont like you ( Read more... )

i will give rewards to the person who writes/finds/bribessomeoneelse toya/makoto (enchanted arms) for me. i mean its practicaly fucking cannon so why can i like not find ANYTHING dedicated to thier truelove? so seriously, rewards people, really really cool ones

urgh, you know that feeling where like, youre just not quite there? yeah. i mean logicaly, yeah, sure, here i am sitting in bed reading/watching supernatural, but it all kinda feels fake. like when im talking to people it sounds like something completely scripted, and everytime i move its just like beentheredonethat. i want to find someone new and ( Read more... )

i have 2 fans going on high and im under three blankets. its kinda wonderful. bright lights in black and white. solved the calcium issue, soy milk who'da thunk it? menas laying on my legs. havnt had a ciggarette in two days but will be getting some in the morning. really like the office. 1st two seasons are iv on netflix. capri sun is good for the ( Read more... )

i just watched 'just married' (dont ask) and every time i saw 'kyle' i got this nagging feeling that he was very familiar. it took me till the very end but it finaly clicked. HE WAS SO DAVID IN NEWSIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i know, i was like omg! it was very awesome.

yeah, im not even really sure. got an idea for a plot (lol) but not quite ready to write. have been associating truly strange things to libsfic (shrugs) been eating a LOT of guacamole. not as hot anymore thank the heavens. nutritional yeast is suprisingly yummy on popcorn. want to see the last potc but am v.v. broke. as usual. going slightly insane ( Read more... )

im aware that i like JUST posted, but this is about events of my life not music rants, so, yeah. okay so ummmm... three? yeah it was saterday, amy called to ask me to babysit. awesome, i didnt have anything better to do (what with being internetless and all) and i love hanging with the kids, and they were in top form to, we played create-a-doll, ( Read more... )

i was just on mcrsecret, and i felt the need to write a couple things. first off, i dont think gerard (or any of the rest of the band for that matter) are liers, fakes, posers whatever. second, regarding the whole gerard/girlfriend thing, ok ill admit it, when i first heard i was all wtf!? but thats who i am, very impulsive, strong intense emotions ( Read more... )