so anyone who knows me or lives withen a ten mile radius of my house knows that i was supposed to be seeing my chemical romance yesterday. but i didnt. you wanna know why? they all got food poisoning. yeah, for serious. so its like, i cant actualy be mad at them (not that i could ever get mad at mcr) i was just wickedly wickedly bummed. so on the ( Read more... )

im so fucking depressed. ive had writers block for monthes now, and its tearing me apart. its starting to affect other aspects of my life. i cant play guitar because the words just arent there. i cant concentrate on anything and it blows becauuse ill have these ridiculously great ideas but i just cant fucking write them. im going to just sit myself ( Read more... )

ok so i havnt updated in rather a while, i know, alert the media lol. but anyways since last time i posted my mums got her taxes back which means that i am currently writing this on my new sony vaio laptop. its pretty. also last night i went to taste of chaos and WOW was it ridiculously awseome. i didnt get to go in the pit cause i was there with ( Read more... )

i always kinda thought that on livejournal i truly didnt give a fuck, that if people decided to read my posts that was thier own damn buisness and they couldnt fault me on what i said. but right now so musch shit has happened in the real world that it seems absolutley ridculous to go through everything. i will however say a few things. december ( Read more... )

greetings fellow martians! okay, so about ummmmm... 4? weeks ago i wake up with this fucking AGONIZING pain. being me, i pretty much just ignore it till it goes away, even going so far as to take a ride down to oob. about four hours later, pain just goes bye-bye. fast forward to two days later and i wake up in even worse pain. so my mum convinces ( Read more... )

ok, so i havnt updated in for-fucking-ever. theres really no particular reason, i kept meaning to and then just... didnt. i got 'the black parade' it rules the world. i went to target at like 8 in the morning and me and my mum (who drove me there) were the only customers in the store, and i got it like straight out of the box, like it was opened in ( Read more... )

i really really really hate having insomnia. its 4:17 in the freaking morning and it is so boring. for serious. im debating watching velvet goldmine. or possibaly boondock saints. or i could just keep sitting here, all emo like, thinking about how utterly depressing my life is. dear lord i am totaly addicted to the song 'lips like morphine' right ( Read more... )

i really hate that i am about to say what i am, because i have an enormous amount of respect for h.i.m ( Read more... )

okay, since i have been completley and utterly neglecting my duties as a worshipper in the shrine of my chemical romance, i was unaware until today that gerard had died his hair blond. when i first saw his new hairstyle (chopped off, and bleach blond) i was properly horrified. then i heard the music (welcome to the black parade) and got so caught ( Read more... )

so, i went to warped tour last wednesday and didnt get through three hours before being carted off to the hospital for heat exhaustion. fun. it really sucks to because i wanted to see billy talent so freaking much and they were going to be coming on in like half a freaking hour but by then i was seeing spots and three seconds from fainting and my ( Read more... )