I feel so confused right now, my emotions are running wild and I have no idea what any of them are. I really really like these two guys, but I am afraid to tell one because I am afraid of how awkward it would make everything and then the other one knows, but I have no idea how he feels about me. sometimes I wonder if he is even my friend with the ( Read more... )

I have discovered that it is really hard to be happy when a lot of my music is depressing.

IS anyone or does anyone know someone that is a really good clothing maker? I need to find someone who can make my Halloween costume for me.

My schedule reads as follows

1st period is still unknown
2nd period is Adv Alg/Trig with Steward
3rd period is AP Environmental Science with Mrs. Buff
4th period is AP Gov with Adams
5th period is AP Lit with Burke
6th is Photo I first Semester and teachers aid for McFalls the 2nd semester
7th period is Asian Lit with neralich

I am going to be working for the rest of my life..................

I don't know what do with myself. I feel as though I will never be happy being the person that I am, I feel as though I will never be good enough for myself and others. I feel as though my dreams will never come true because I am to afraid to let them be, I am to shy and I hold myself back, I don't have the confidence in me to make my dreams happen ( Read more... )

I have decided that eyeliner is evil. Although it is helpful in making ones eyes quite sexy and helping with the over all appearance of ones face, it is a pain in the ass to get off. I have eyeliner covering my the entirty of my bottom eyelid and it will not come off, so I look like a racoon. It better come off before work tomorrow, if not I get ( Read more... )

1. open your music player (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, etc ( Read more... )

Guess who has spent all there money in South Dakota and now has no money for school clothes? You are so smart if you guessed me! Yes I spent all money so now I have no money to buy me any new jeans for school or that new wardrobe I was hoping for, luckily I did buy some new shirts on my trip, but I still need pants. I was also hoping to get a new ( Read more... )

I feel like posting my new crushes so I am. LOL! Unfortunately, I forgot how to do an ljcut, and I do not feel like finding my instruction thing, so I am sorry to all my friends that don't want to see it.

Brendon Urie from Panic! At The Disco who is only a year older than me. YAY! That never happens.


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Sine my journal is now so beautiful I thought I would update it. LOL! 
I am trying to get ready for my trip to South Dakota - trying meaning I am on the computer doing laundry and putting off packing - of course I am slacking, but atleast I am getting a little bit of laundry done for the trip. LOL! 
This is random, but today I was watching The View ( Read more... )