This week Rob and I are staying at the house of some neighbors of mine. They live behind me, but not in my developement. They've had me do it before, but just for the weekend while they're at the beach or something. But they've gone to Florida for the week. They asked us to come and stay here to watch the house and their dog, Champ. It's awesome, ( Read more... )

Finally got done changing my effin LJ theme and it was pissing me off. It took forever and a day and it's still not how I wanted it, but that's as close as I could get. I tried to get the same thing as I had 2 years ago, but I guess that just ain't happening. It's 2am and I'm tired. I'm angry. I'm in pain. I have to be up very soon damnit. Rob is ( Read more... )

Rob and I just got back from the movies... We saw the Last Mimsy... It was cool. It had Alice In Wonderland stuff in there too! But that's not why I liked it... It was just an added extra. Weird thing was... we were the only two people in that theater. Oh well, we got to talk and lay back... I farted a couple times. It rocked.

My last post may be taken wrong. I was angry when I wrote it. I got an IM from someone I know who thought I meant Rob. I didn't. I was just upset at someone and I can never seem to be in a place where I can get out how I feel. So sorry if I confused anyone else. If Rob were to read it, I'm sure a large "?" would appear over his head as well.

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fucking bastard wont shut up. why wont he just go away. go to hell. i dont care. just get the fuck out of my face and my life. i wish he were never born. he should be in an institution. he should be a lab experiment. he was a fucking accident and no one wants him around. he makes my life miserable. asshole.

fucking dirty pots and pans and clothes on ( Read more... )

Me and Rob are going down to Baltimore for our anniversary. We're staying at the same hotel that I did last year for the Click Five concert. We're going to check in, go to the aquarium for the day, come back and hang out at the hotel and enjoy ourselves and our time alone. Then in the morning, after we check out, we'll put our stuff in the car and ( Read more... )

So today, I'm standing at my register and I look down. Low and behold, there was a little white penis about an inch and a half long just sitting there beside the belt. Of course, in reality, it was the broken off tip of the white asparagas from the old fart I was waiting on, but it looked like a penis. So when Rob went on his break, I was like, " ( Read more... )

Now they've been offered the house. I know he wants to stay. But he never wants to talk about what if. It makes him mad at me and all I want to do is be prepared. Should I stop trying? Should I stop helping? I am so tired of crying over this. Over him. Over my no good future. I don't know what I want anymore. He says I was fine a few weeks ago with ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd actually be posting on LJ again. Ever since I got this laptop I've been thinking about it. It is easier now that I have a computer away from home. The only problem is... do I really want to talk about my problems like I used to? I'm afraid I might upset someone. And are my old LJ friends even still on here? Would they even still ( Read more... )

10 reasons why gay marriage is very very wrong ( Read more... )