school is kicking my arse pretty damn hard. I have two finals next week.. one on tuesday, one on thursday.. plus my plant notebook is due tuesday, and my 5-15 page research paper is due thursday. what research paper you ask? the one that I've known about for four months and haven't started yet. :X oops. guess who learned a lesson from this one ( Read more... )

He ain't the leavin' kind
He'd never walk away
even from those who don't believe
and wanna leave Him behind
He ain't the leavin' kind

no matter what you do
no matter where you go
He's always right there with you

even from those who don't believe
and wanna leave Him behind
He ain't the leavin' kind
no, no
He ain't the leavin' kind

seriously.  how awesome is that ( Read more... )

2 AM and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake,
"Can you help me unravel my latest mistake?,
I don't love him. Winter just wasn't my season"
Yeah we walk through the doors, so accusing their eyes
Like they have any right at all to criticize,
Hypocrites. You're all here for the very same reason.

'Cause you can't jump the track, we're like cars on a cable
And ( Read more... )

woo I got hired at DeHoff's. huzzah. they're putting me on the maintenance crew.. maybe in the garden shop sometimes.. and I might even get a chance to dabble in some design- they said they'll take me with them when they go to appointments with customers- and have me help with measurements and designing. :] I'm making $7.50 an hour.. working 8-5 ( Read more... )

I landed myself an interview at DeHoff's this thursday at 2 pm. talk about exciting. and just when I thought there was no chance I would find an internship in time for summer! hooray. :] if I remember correctly, there are two other kids from kent salem's hort program that are working there as well.. I'd rather go into a job where I know at ( Read more... )

"The Homecoming"

I just want you to know
that I can't wait to come home
see you smile
hear you laugh
such a beautiful sight
to my eyes

*the telephone does you no justice
it can't see the brightest stars
reflecting in your eyes
and it can't see those same stars
mimicked in mine

I just want you to know
that I can't wait to come home
hold you close
and taste that
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I feel much better.

everything will be alright.

keep praying for me.

<333 kt.

vague sound of rain,
pierces through my song again.
but I get distracted by the way
his toes move when he plays.
so I let it burn.

I just poured my heart out.
there's bits of it on the floor.
so I take what's left of it,
and rinse it under cold water.
and call him up for more.

and I say, baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely,
and I don't ( Read more... )

hold your head high and stay strong.
keep pushing on.life is rough, but I'll be alright ( Read more... )

I found my necklace. :D