boy, did i just fuck up.

told mom i want to start temporarily seeing a therapist ( Read more... )

deliverance.
thrown back at me.
deliverance.
laughing at me.

yeah.

just another day half gone

woke at 7
laid in bed til 1

just another normal apathetic day.

in the rays of the sun i am longing for the darkness.

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i cant keep doing this.

this is my epitaph that i will go through with it.

i dont even know what it is.

i dont even know what this is.

*shrug*

who knows, in a few hours i may be alone again, or things may be solidifed

either way, im getting my sanity back.

FUCK this.

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