I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. Thinking is good, right? I think I need to talk to my doctor when I go in for my physical. I don't think I am dealing with things very well. I didn't really expect to deal with things well either. I think the big problem is that I was already starting to settle into a depression right before she died ( Read more... )

Posting by phone is cool...
Don't mind my rhaspy voice though...
Night all

Just when I think I don't have any tears left to cry, my cup refills and overflows. We took a drive by the cemetery where we are burying her. It's sooooo tiny. One of those really old cemeteries that you thought people didn't use anymore. It's in between two houses. She'll love it though. It's very peaceful there ( Read more... )

I feel so lost. I just kind of wander around. I just really want my mommy. I read her obituary in Shaw's on Sunday and just lost it when I got back to the car. I just kept yelling at her. She didn't have to go so soon. She could have taken care of herself. I just got so mad at her for not fighting. I think I would have given up too though ( Read more... )

( My mom )

I don't have a mom anymore

      Marriage is love.

LMAO

I found some pics of us when he was still superman...


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My brother and I used to be close. We are the adopted kids(different moms). He is 11 years older than me. He is the closet to my age out of all my brothers and sisters(I have 7 more). He met my wonderful sister-in-law when I was 8 and they had my wonderful niece by the time i was 13 ( Read more... )